Saturday, February 25, 2017

bangun lambat pergi exam

In the previous post aku ada mention aku gi lambat exam and then fail kan? Sebelum fail ni aku nak share la apa jadik dekat aku pada hari kejadian. Sumpah aku jahilliyah gila aku rasa bangang rasa nak givap masa benda tu terjadi

So macam ni. Aku study la cukup2 paper family law II ni. Banyak-2 paper ko sangkut family kan? Bagus. So aku study la malam tu and aku rasa aku ter-over konfiden and aku main kat twitter for like an hour (or more, aku rasa tak lama pun) sebab aku rasa aku dah prepared and nak get rid of that rasa nervous. And ko tau tak, aku set alarm semua berbondong- bondong beghiya nak rak tapi aku tak bagi tau seseorang kehidupan se-seekor nyawa ke apa pun yang aku ada paper esok pagi. APE KE BODOHNYA. ha kena taip besar-besar untuk mengingatkan betapa bodohnya ku.

aku tido dalam kul 4 camtu and expect to bangun subuh mandi semua and then baca-baca la before exam. Guess what I woke up at 10:30 am and my paper was at 9am. Nak gugur gila bavi jantung aku masa tu weh. Masa aku bangun tu aku dah rasa lain macam sebab aku rasa Puas Tido, and bukak-bukak mata dah terang. Aku dah istighfar jugak masa tu and still trying to get myself composed.

pastu aku terus kejut kawan aku like kawan rapat kat bilik sebelah and her nickname was "Mummy" and aku cakap "mummy I'm here" like we were both so shocked and she immediately asked me to call my other friend and she called another friend. I also called some lecturers to ask if I can sit the paper on another date and not a living life can tell me that because they themselves don't know.

aku ingat pesan ayah aku "this is your last chance and I won't help u anymore" aku ingat gila-gila and pasal tu aku determined to enter the exam hall.

so luckily my other friend was available and her housemate sent me to the venue. So aku berlari masuk dewan exam I was desperately looking for my seat and some lecturers also recognized me and some even called my name. I binge looking for my seat because I have only a short time to spare. You know what I think luck was on my side when I found my other friends this God-sent lecturer passed me the question paper when other lecturers are "discussing" if I can sit for the paper.

I was mildly disappointed like man............... I rushed in there. I refused to think about everything else and I tried coming in man. I did everything I could and at least u cld do is helping me, the desperate me because we don't even know in the future if our beloved ones might need the same / similar kind of help.... nevertheless, ya I sat for 1 hour and 15 minutes more or less, and I got (my failed grade). That grade was a pretty impressive grade, personally, for me because I answered a 3-hour paper in 1 hour and-something-minutes man.

honestly it was devastating, yeah i was a devastated hooman and I still hoped everything will be fine anyway.. so I went back home to my rented house and packed to go back to my hometown

moral of the story:

(1) try everything you can and do what ever you can to save yourself, go for things that you think is right and screw everything else. avoid negative thinking -- i mean i could just give up that day man? but i tried to not be panic and sit for the paper and prayed for the best. I think if you're positive Allah will help you. insyaAllah

(2) kalau nak exam tu tolong bagitau semua orang that you have an exam (especially morning examination cases and engko memang tak reti bangon pagi) and u need someone to wake you up just ASK FOR THEIR HELP DARN IT

(3) pray. keep praying + solat hajat is a must but still it has to be accompanied with redha, tawakal and let the solat tell u that yang hanya boleh menunaikan hajat kamu adalah Allah semata-mata

(4) segala yang berlaku kepada kamu baik atau buruk ada hikmahnya. so be patient and He will tell you.

k? k

SUPP paper

Ok cut to the chase, mengenai supp paper ni, kertas ni adalah kertas suplementary untuk student yang fail tapi nak pendekkan masa sebab kalau tak ada supp paper ni engkorang kena stay for another whole semester for the subjek yang engko fail. Nama pun '"suplementary" ofkos la purpose dia untuk suplement kan bebenda kurang kan so macam back up la untuk orang yang tercicir sedikit macam contohnya aku

Ok aku ni budak undang- undang and sem 6 lagi, walhal orang-orang yang masuk saing dengan aku baru lepas sem 7. Aku ni boleh dikatakan cerdik oleh orang sekeliling aku tapi aku punya pemalas macam hanat ko tau. Pemalas nauzubillah kadang-kadang aku pun takut dengan aku punya "tak give a fak" punya prinsip hidup. So senang cita aku banyak gila fail paper yang boleh dikatakan bukan sebab aku ni bodoh sangat tapi sebab pemalas nok arom.

So aku dah kena basuh dengan bapak aku supaya study betul-2 masa duduk sem sangkut ni. Macam ni, aku tak tau dengan budak kos lain tapi kos undang-undang uitm ni lain macam sikit sebab kitorang ada sem sampai 8, tapi kitorang kena lepas semua paper before tahun akhir dat means before masuk sem 7 (+8) by 6th sem ko mesti lulus semua paper by hook or by crook. So kengkawan yang cerdik semua dah syok belayar gi sem 7 aku duk tersekat kat sem 6 setengah. Biasanya supp paper ni hanya untuk graduating student tapi tulah kos kitorang unik sikit and senate of the university has passed that students from part 5 and 6 from the law faculty are able to sit for supp paper.

Yang menariknya tu, pada tahun 2017 ni la baru fac undang-undang uitm buat supp paper ni. Aku pun dah terdesak dah sebab haritu aku bangun lambat then fail ah. So kan dah kena basuh dengan ayah aku tadi so aku NAKKK GILA lepas sem ni WOI. so aku tak tau la doa sape makbul tapi syukur gila supp ni ada.

So in the next posts aku akan cerita pasal

registration

apa jadik kalau tak register before closing date

k salam

2017

This is so extra

It's almost 2 months of 2017 and I'm here talking about 2017 as if it's just started.
Well it's been 2 months into 2017 and it has been one of the most roller coaster ride I've ever been in
(Excuse my english though)

I just wanted to say that Blogger has been helping me a lot for these past years and I will get back here trying to give out the best I can as to "repay" what this site has been helping me on. I studied religion, language, school studies and a lot of stuffs here so I think maybe it's the time for me to share any-thing beneficial to help other people who are in need.

I still have a lot to learn especially English grammar so I would be using my own language which is Malay and change it back and forth with English. Whichever I feel comfortable to use.

It's 5 am in my country right now and I can say it's been pretty historic of what had happened today. I will probably talk about it in my other posts InsyaAllah but for now I am feeling like I can't sleep I think I'm just too excited and I don't know any other way to get rid of this feeling other than writing.

So I guess I will continue in my other posts, see you soon! x - Ice